White Powder Gold, or Monoatomic Gold - An Authentic Ascension Process
Where I Am in the Script.
This is an email I sent Jason last week. His response was helpful, but I was curious to hear what others might have to say, or if you have any words of guidance...
Jason,
Firstly, I’m sorry. I’m sure you’re a busy guy and answer hundreds of questions from hundreds of people every day, but I can barely function so I hope you can give me a little bit of your time. I left work today because I needed to ask these things!
In the Unteaching document Letting Go, you state the directions on how to let go of perception. You say number 1 is to “disregard everything you see, at all times, as just an image in a mind… Make it so everything that is perceivable is meaningless to you.” This I can do. And can do without effort. (Perhaps this has been easy for me for quite some time because I am currently working a Groundhog-Day-type of job, have no friends or lovers to attach to, and cannot relate to my family. Then when I take away any sense of myself, there really is nothing for me to even let go of. So number 1 is done.)
My question is, if letting go is part of the script, and I have let go, then is my realizing that I’ve let go part of the script as well? And then is my awareness that I’ve realized that I’ve let go and that that’s part of script part of script as well? (And on and on and on?)
You then go on to say that to understand One, you have to “remind yourself that every opportunity presented to you every single day, is how you see yourself.” This I can do as well. Hitler? Doesn’t shake me. The death of my friend from middle-school? Didn’t faze me. (But I’ll say that the fact that it didn’t faze me did bother me.) Watching my friend walk down the aisle? Felt nothing, only acted like it did because that’s what everyone else was doing.
You continue: “When you view each and every ‘event’, no matter how small, as an opportunity to see yourself more fully, it changes the entire perception of experience.” I’ll say. My question to this one is this: If every event, no matter how small, is an opportunity to see myself more fully, then what could, say, a passing car mean as I’m walking down the street? How would that event reflect the “inner” me?
Then of course the big one that you state in countless documents and forums and on and on is that this is not real. We are “living” in a dream. We are Mario and Luigi dodging bad guys and making leaps and bounds to get to the next level, but it is not really happening. Nothing is really/physically there while you’re seeing it. So then Jason please tell me, if this computer screen is not really here in front of me then what am I looking at?
And another one: “Everything that can be conceived happened all at once. The Mego chopped it up in sequential events in order to convince the perceiver of the lie of time. “ It’s ALREADY happened, right? “the goal is ALREADY achieved, and now you’re just acting it out in the movie.”
So my question to that one is this: If the goal has already been achieved, how did I get there? How do I get there now? What do I do? Do I just go around doing what I feel the instinct to do and know that I’ll reach whatever I had already reached, no matter what? How do I “live”? What the hell am I supposed to do with this knowledge? What am I supposed to do with the knowledge that I have the knowledge that nothing is real, and that that’s all part of the script?
And finally, if you could answer just one last question so I may get some sleep tonight, what should I do as a career? If I come to know Truth and know that I know It, will I know what to do with It? Will I know what to do with that knowledge? What COULD I do with that knowledge, every day, and for the rest of my life?
Jason,
Firstly, I’m sorry. I’m sure you’re a busy guy and answer hundreds of questions from hundreds of people every day, but I can barely function so I hope you can give me a little bit of your time. I left work today because I needed to ask these things!
In the Unteaching document Letting Go, you state the directions on how to let go of perception. You say number 1 is to “disregard everything you see, at all times, as just an image in a mind… Make it so everything that is perceivable is meaningless to you.” This I can do. And can do without effort. (Perhaps this has been easy for me for quite some time because I am currently working a Groundhog-Day-type of job, have no friends or lovers to attach to, and cannot relate to my family. Then when I take away any sense of myself, there really is nothing for me to even let go of. So number 1 is done.)
My question is, if letting go is part of the script, and I have let go, then is my realizing that I’ve let go part of the script as well? And then is my awareness that I’ve realized that I’ve let go and that that’s part of script part of script as well? (And on and on and on?)
You then go on to say that to understand One, you have to “remind yourself that every opportunity presented to you every single day, is how you see yourself.” This I can do as well. Hitler? Doesn’t shake me. The death of my friend from middle-school? Didn’t faze me. (But I’ll say that the fact that it didn’t faze me did bother me.) Watching my friend walk down the aisle? Felt nothing, only acted like it did because that’s what everyone else was doing.
You continue: “When you view each and every ‘event’, no matter how small, as an opportunity to see yourself more fully, it changes the entire perception of experience.” I’ll say. My question to this one is this: If every event, no matter how small, is an opportunity to see myself more fully, then what could, say, a passing car mean as I’m walking down the street? How would that event reflect the “inner” me?
Then of course the big one that you state in countless documents and forums and on and on is that this is not real. We are “living” in a dream. We are Mario and Luigi dodging bad guys and making leaps and bounds to get to the next level, but it is not really happening. Nothing is really/physically there while you’re seeing it. So then Jason please tell me, if this computer screen is not really here in front of me then what am I looking at?
And another one: “Everything that can be conceived happened all at once. The Mego chopped it up in sequential events in order to convince the perceiver of the lie of time. “ It’s ALREADY happened, right? “the goal is ALREADY achieved, and now you’re just acting it out in the movie.”
So my question to that one is this: If the goal has already been achieved, how did I get there? How do I get there now? What do I do? Do I just go around doing what I feel the instinct to do and know that I’ll reach whatever I had already reached, no matter what? How do I “live”? What the hell am I supposed to do with this knowledge? What am I supposed to do with the knowledge that I have the knowledge that nothing is real, and that that’s all part of the script?
And finally, if you could answer just one last question so I may get some sleep tonight, what should I do as a career? If I come to know Truth and know that I know It, will I know what to do with It? Will I know what to do with that knowledge? What COULD I do with that knowledge, every day, and for the rest of my life?
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Comment by veronique on July 22, 2009 at 9:32am -
Dear Jack .......... i am a movie lover !!" en plein dans le mille " i will definetly look or it , also u are quite a refine "nose" to detect aliveness in my words ..people say so . that same " energy " aliveness can shift into impatience too ...pffffffffffff what to do ? ..ok here we go; .not caring about it & enjoy the FILM .thank you for comments ...to hear more about my experience .........?? which one i have quite enough to write a great movie script ....ahahahaha llélouia véronique
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Comment by Brittany Babakioff on July 22, 2009 at 7:34am -
Rougevive-
No need to thank me. I'm just doing what I can't help but do!
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Comment by veronique on July 22, 2009 at 3:25am
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by the way Brittany thank you for sharing ur great insights now ! and thakx to jack for directing me to ur blog !
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Comment by veronique on July 22, 2009 at 3:20am
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my question : is there danger there for electrical brain damage if so ? ...not sure why i ask that question ....may be i 'd rather have a radical one for good ..its been such an interesting slow unfolding death process for veronique ( although the nde in 1990 helped a loot to tear off a big chunk of her ) . nevertelesss i know its her part in the big script to i allow impatience before FULL /total /surrender to happen by itself ............ BLISS U ALL now !
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Comment by veronique on July 22, 2009 at 3:11am
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" ....question how do I live? You be Oneness. There will be a tug-of-war between the awareness of Oneness and the awareness of Brittany......
The latter will gradually give way" not necessarily in all " cases " ... sometimes it can abruptly shatter ur awareness of " brittany" & gives no chance to see brittany 's death process unfolding ... why not ?
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Comment by wolfgang on July 15, 2009 at 9:10pm -
Brittany,
I don't know. unfortunately.
Supposedly knowing the Truth helps, however maybe not in our way of thinking.
I would venture to say that being awake does bring relief - but as far as knowing what is right goes I'll still not sure.
It seems to be more that having things be right becomes less important or not necessary.
The big letting go makes space and in a way that makes it all good as is.
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Comment by Brittany Babakioff on July 15, 2009 at 8:10pm
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WG:
Thanks very much. I appreciate how you answered my questions directly under where I've asked them. That's kind of what I was hoping for!
The last point you made about how "waking" may not be all I hope it is; that knowing Truth may not give me all-knowing, is something I don't think I even considered. I guess I always thought once I understood Truth I would understand All, and would always know what is right. Maybe I am overestimating Truth? Maybe I have set the bar too high?
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Comment by wolfgang on July 15, 2009 at 10:59am
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If the goal has already been achieved, how did I get there? How do I get there now?
the seekers delima. how do I get "there" now? when "there" is actually right now - nowhere to get to.
What do I do? Do I just go around doing what I feel the instinct to do and know that I’ll reach whatever I had already reached, no matter what?
what can you do? what are the options? won't you do what you do anyway?
How do I “live”? What the hell am I supposed to do with this knowledge? What am I supposed to do with the knowledge that I have the knowledge that nothing is real, and that that’s all part of the script?
be entertained and don't endlessly think about it until the cows comes home. it isn't really knowledge, to me. it's a description of the perspective from Truth. I don't think we can use this stuff to think our way into being awake. we can listen to the description maybe as an orientation, but no need to try to make it be something to believe from our perspective of being asleep. pretend to be alive until such time as you feel otherwise. consider maybe there's something else that would make you see it all in a different way - just consider it.
And finally, if you could answer just one last question so I may get some sleep tonight, what should I do as a career?
write - don't you think? you are skilled in this right? use those skills. but I don't know how to answer that. It almost sounds like you are wanting a psychic reading there.
If I come to know Truth and know that I know It, will I know what to do with It?
there maybe no "you" that will have to do anything with that Truth
Will I know what to do with that knowledge? What COULD I do with that knowledge, every day, and for the rest of my life?
it seems you think there is some sort of payout for waking up. that once you get IT there will be something different and so much greater that everything will turn on a dime and the like. what if it isn't that way? what if waking up just makes all our nervousness over what to do go away? but we will still do things and maybe gnarly things that we used to complain about just become un-judged. our attitude shifts, I suppose, but we are no longer worried or needy or self involved as to being great or putting ourselves down. I guess, you know?
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Comment by 13 on July 15, 2009 at 1:41am -
Hey Britt, don't worry, you will understand everything soon enough(if you do have Activ8). First week mental storm is what happens in most cases, even I had one in the begining. Take alchemy and sit back, get popcorn and enjoy the ride.
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