White Powder Gold, or Monoatomic Gold - An Authentic Ascension Process

What Do You Do in an Unexistent World?

If none of this is real, what do I do?
How do I be?

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Comment by Laura Wheeler on July 15, 2009 at 6:38pm: Activ8 is all about "dissolving" - not crystal clear answers ... answers are required by the unknowing mind ... Activ8 facilitates the the letting go of what "Laura" uses to define the reality she sees.

The problem is that we think that the personality - in my case "Laura" - is the I ... it is NOT. This is the mego ... essential until such time as we begin to awaken ... it has no other use than to get us to this point. The "I" however, is much, much more. The script of which I/we speak has been written by the "I" ... not the ideation "Laura" ... that is the level in which all choices are made and where there might even be the concept of "free will" ... however, that is not the level of the personality ideation of "Laura" ... where I still am, but more fuzzy everyday ... hurrah!

We/little i have been brought to this space/scene to begin the dismantling of the mego's stage setting ... to facilitate the new stage setting for the next scene (of level of consciousness) ... Activ8 is the means by which "Laura" is dismantling the scenery.

Comment by Brittany Babakioff on July 14, 2009 at 5:29pm: WG:
I accept that " I" am not really there, and that nothing else is either. I accept that there is no free will and that I'm "living" the script. I still recognize that my choices were already made. But I have still come to this crossroad for a reason, and whatever choice I make has to be made, even if it HAS been made already.

Comment by Dazey Ra´Kaia on July 14, 2009 at 3:06pm: I really like the way you put that WG.

Comment by wolfgang on July 14, 2009 at 10:23am: Well I hope Activ8 provides some crystal clear answers for me, because other than reaching the understanding of It All and helping others to do the same, I have no idea what else to do with my unalive body. Knowing the Truth and sharing it with others is all I've ever wanted to do, and if the fact is that none of this is real, then this is the only Truth I should be sharing. But how do you pursue this? How do I do my job?
it occurs to me that the questions change rather than getting answers.

for as long as I think I am a "me" I can still ask "is there free will or not?"

once I know there is not a "me" (being awake) there's no need for that kind of question - there is no "me" entity that can have free will or not.

having answers to questions without being awake may be a tail chasing exercise, which is fine to entertain the mind's ways while that is what is going on. it becomes exhausting, to me, at times and I let go of trying to think of good questions.

Comment by wolfgang on July 14, 2009 at 8:24am: hey Brittany

I have had the same reaction. It can seem pointless, I know.

I think to really get it is to be even more fully into what is right now than ever before. It's a ironic or paradoxical thing. Once we loose ourselves, die right now as the individual entity we think we are - we get hooked up to the real deal. Then whatever we do comes from being directly. At least this is my hope for what being wake would be like. However, also, we all are already doing what being is guiding us into - that role in the script.

I imagine it's not possible to think your way into being awake. If we hear the truth that we are dead - it doesn't wake us up to try to act as if we are dead while still believing we are an individual entity that is alive.

carry on as is, wake up and carry on as is some more.

Jason has directly said to me - go do what you want to do, that's more important than trying to wake up or figure out what all this means. That also the one being or the truth of it all - loves to play. False dreams in a false world - that we can fall in love with and milk it for all it's got.

Comment by Brittany Babakioff on July 14, 2009 at 8:01am: Well I hope Activ8 provides some crystal clear answers for me, because other than reaching the understanding of It All and helping others to do the same, I have no idea what else to do with my unalive body. Knowing the Truth and sharing it with others is all I've ever wanted to do, and if the fact is that none of this is real, then this is the only Truth I should be sharing. But how do you pursue this? How do I do my job?

Comment by 13 on July 14, 2009 at 2:53am: And what is that? <--- as far as I got, you realise that "it is not, and you are God", cool eh? Just take activ8 and you'll be there in no-time:}