The taste of Pluto

I have this idea I'm dancing with called 'trust the processes at work.' It's becoming one of my creeds along with 'when I feel sad, I stop being sad and be awesome instead.' There is the point I'm reaching at of the question 'what do you want?' Now, to me it's 'what wants me?' That correlates with a frozen moment I reached in my adolescence; I prayed for some desires and decided to get to the heart of selfless desires and I came to that question: what do you want? I looked down upon myself and came to the realization 'I just want to be an instrument of God.' (That even became literal for me as a musician.) Now more than ever I am learning so much more about myself from the smallest things; a glass of water, a sunset, some tea... I was tasting Pluto today and now we come full circle to 'trust the processes at work.' I told Pluto 'you know what to do, I trust you.' Then a string of words came through me: 'Faith is blind, trust is courage.' Fuck yes. Fuck yes.