From the book "The Thought that Fractured the Infinite"

THE THOUGHT THAT FRACTURED THE INFINITE

“Before thought separated from feeling, a question arose: The vastness that around Me lies, has it an end? I knew that it was an effect, and I the Cause, because I could change it by changing Myself. I had no beginning. The vastness around Me did. It was created only when I turned the focus of My vision outside My Body. My Body has always been, having had no beginning of existence.”

“If that which is without is a projection of that which is within, the way to map its vastness is to do so within. I had created three rings without, the beginning of directions and space. I contracted to the Source of the projection. I left four rings behind like a bird plucking is own plumage before venturing on an unknown journey. As I contracted to the Source of the projection, I marked the scope of the contraction by leaving behind seven rings. They consisted of seven frequency bands, forming the seven directions.”

“The three stages of dreaming lay without My body. The four stages of dream states lay within, marked by the rings. The Source of the projections was My heart’ All the magnificence that had surrounded Me was but the reflected light of one cell of My Body. I contracted to the heart’s cell by turning My gaze within. The presence of so much focused light created a dense form of the incorruptible matter of My Being.”

“My Body contracted into a dense from and it became like a prism. The light of My Being Shining through Me, refracted into a rainbow of colors and for the first time light was separated not only within itself, but from its feminine component, which is frequency or emotion. The rainbow around Me lay like a rose pattern. I asked the question: is this life-enhancing? For the first time thought had no accompanying emotion.”

“A thought without feelings and innocence is lost. The fracturing of life within Me then occurred – a separation-based geometry formed, known as the Flower of Life spheres. From the trauma My masculine (the red light) contracted into a sphere, pulling the neutral components with it and enclosing My feminine (the blue light). So dense was the sphere that light could not pass through.”

“Thus the first projection around Me formed. Then a rainbow of refracted light was created as I became like a prism. But now as innocence was lost, a traumatic reaction occurred. A ball of mirrors formed from My masculine and neutral components, the red and the yellow light contracting, trapping the blue within. For the first time light was reflected back. The density of the red (masculine) and yellow (neutral) had formed a mirror.”

“Before separation – which is duality – began, I was the divine Hermaphrodite. Now masculine components were part of the cage of mirror in which I found Myself, and My feminine dwelled within. I became the infinite Mother in the formation of life that took place within the blue light of My Being within the sphere. The red light’s nature was to expand. It was surrounded by the yellow, whose nature was to hold firm. Thus an inner conflict began.”

“The feminine blue light contracted within the sphere of mirrors creating a form. When one stands in a ball of mirrors, one’s images recede in all directions into infinity. Thus space in linear lines formed and aspects of Myself, the mirror images, were born. I was life-enhancing but they were not. For in mirrors all things are reversed. I was new to mirrors and had not seen Myself before. I believed the images to be true reflections of Me. I believed the unreal to be real.”

“I could not see My masculine. As part of the mirror, it could not be seen directly. It only reflected My own image to me in reverse. I became surrounded by what I was not, but not knowing what I was, illusion formed. I wished to break the bonds of My confinement and find My masculine, but the very concept of the limitless being limited, was a contradiction. I shattered into multiple pieces from the impossible that existed within Me.”

“During the dream, life existed predominantly from the blue color of My Being as the red and yellow lights vied with one another. The red light sought to expand the boundary, the yellow to contain it. The blue contracted and, at the center of the contraction was man, whose vision did not allow him to see the other realms living around him.

These patterns, obsolete now that the cosmos has awakened, are causing inner turmoil and pressure. An androgynous melding of expansion and contraction needs to occur. Perpetuation of contraction, a form of ego-identity experienced even by masters, creates tension in the muscles. This is most notable in the stomach.

It takes the surrender of an individual into the large flow of life for expanded vision to unfold, then a return to the details to see the difference and finally the ability to live in both states as once. This is living in focused mediation.”

“The fracturing of My Being caused a part of Me to go into a coma while the remainder entered four spaces deep into the mirror, creating what you know as the four stages of dreaming. As more fracturing occurred, the concept of creating individuated life forms was born. They would reflect to Me answers as to why My attempts to find My way our of the mirror only led me deeper into it.”

“The birth of creation as a result of fracturing and trauma, as well as their existence as reflection, caused dysfunctionality to exist within them and thereby creating confusion in Me. I could not understand that which did not exist in Me. Multiple times did cycles of ascension (slight awakening) and descension (a falling asleep) occur as I attempted to refine My creations. It was later understood that it would better serve life to create them as expressions rather than reflections. But the way in which My original creations were made, had even greater problems that through eons of dreaming I could not comprehend.”

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