With the major global/ cosmic shifts these last few days, the whirlwind for me extends beyond the physical. I have felt very uneasy, agitated, disturbed and even neurotic, to name a few. In the morning, I’ve been taking my cup of joe outside by the bird feeders and just be-ing in my presence. I have noticed that my core will feel centered, but there’s a whirlwind of “energies” that feel negative, distracting, disturbing- that seem to be using my own thoughts as the distraction. But a few times I feel like I’ve almost seen these entities.
Several times I have noticed the presence of my TST (transparent symbiotic twin), which is empowering in itself, so I focus on that when it’s noticeable. Jason also put me into a meditation that had me feeling suspended, as if where my skin thought it was in contact with the bed, it was actually in a stabilized state of suspension. It felt like I was paralyzed for hours with tingling vibrations melding throughout every cell.
Another interesting observation, like someone else pointed out, my menstruation cycle seems to be on pause- like waiting for this whole thing to “blow over” begin beginning again. And big huge sighs and breaths of release. I also heard about 3 fires– two of which were at a home or business. Are you paying attention or do we need to start a fire to get it?
So, what I’ve taken notice to is to be super aware of what I need. To not give in to the “routine” mindset and just allow whatever needs to happen. This is common for me anyway, but it feels especially important right now and that other’s may need to also. For example, I usually exercise every day and I haven’t felt the need to do this, but to kind of nest within myself and allow all these emotions to rise and fall. Honor is a big one. The moon was showing me to honor the Feminine, mother, fire, water.
After getting some work done today, I again wondered what to do with myself. Nothing seemed to be coming to mind (besides what’s on my to-do list, etc). Sometimes I just start driving until where I’m going presents itself one way or another. (Sounds like life).
Suddenly I remembered an astrology reading that a great deal of focus needs to be on water. With the full moon and eclipse in Aquarius that makes sense. It struck a chord and what do you know, a beach appeared at the lake with me on it!
I got lost in the water again, feeling the fluidity, as I was deep in thought. I was sitting on a big tree trunk that was partway in the water. After what seemed like a long time of just staring into the water, I lied down on the trunk and melted into it. You may not believe how comfortable it was to lay on my side on top of this trunk the way I was. It embraced and welcomed me. Surrender. Allow.
Needless to say, I feel asleep and slept like a baby for what seemed like forever without moving a muscle. Wasn’t sore at all when I finally got up and no more swirling negative thoughts. I thanked the trunk and water and left.
Be patient- we’re getting to the climax! After my encounter with the bird and the salamander during the full moon ceremony, I felt there was to be a 3rd animal encounter, but it didn’t happen that night.
So I’m driving home from the lake and I see something in the road in the oncoming lane. Low and behold, a turtle is trying to cross the road!! Two vehicles are approaching and all I can do in that moment is slow down to a halt and sort of veer into their lane so that they hopefully take notice. Well, they didn’t, but alas, the turtle survived and now for the 2nd vehicle. I thought I might see something horrific I never thought I would have to see! Again, this vehicle goes right over the top of him and he pops out of his shell to continue on his unhurried journey!
Unbelievable.. A turtle the size of a large dinner plate trying to cross the road, my vehicle stopped, practically in the other lane, gasping out the window, and these people don’t even notice! I wasn’t going to let this happen again. I pulled over into a ditch and ran back out barefoot just in time for another oncoming vehicle. I had to stand in the middle of the road and point at him so the lady would go around.
Makes me wonder if someone previous saw him and just drove around. (How long does it take for a turtle to cross the road?) Well, I wasn’t going to find out. He got a talking to. And at that point, I noticed it had become a reality show for the cows who all crowded against the fence to watch the drama. Yup, this is small-town drama, folks.
But hey, it was my 3rd animal encounter and I saved his life!
Are you paying close attention and in your full awareness at this crucial time?
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