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Torn.
I'm not usually one to ask for help or advice... mostly because I'm rather hard on myself and figure I should know how to handle any situation I'm in. But I'm finding it hard to hear my gut clearly on this one.
I recently got a job in Malaysia, working for a marketing company called MindValley. They "spread enlightened ideas", meaning that if you were to, say, write a book, you could hire MindValley to market it over the web for you. I've been hired as their copywriter, so I would be persuading and influencing people into these "enlightened" ideas. I liked the sound of MindValley because they seem so positive, and the only reason I'd try persuade anyone into doing/buying anything was if I knew it'd be for their greater good. I made that specifically clear. I wouldn't be able to put my heart into talking people into things if I didn't know for certain it would help them in some way.
So, after a rather intense interviewing process that was split up over the course of a month or so, I found out I got the job, and a one-year contract.
The following weekend I went to visit a couple ladies I know who channel for my "spiritual guides". This particular Archangel, Michael, warned me that MindValley is a trap, and loaded with Dark. They said for me to stay in Canada and pursue my writing career elsewhere.
I did not go to them with the intention to talk about MindValley. I didn't even plan on mentioning that I got the job.
Since then I've been having doubts about MindValley, but I'm unsure if this is just concern about what my spiritual guides told me, or if my gut is trying to tell me something.
Either way, all I want to do and have ever loved to do with all my heart is write, and be someone people can trust and connect with. If MindValley isn't the place to do this, where is?
I recently got a job in Malaysia, working for a marketing company called MindValley. They "spread enlightened ideas", meaning that if you were to, say, write a book, you could hire MindValley to market it over the web for you. I've been hired as their copywriter, so I would be persuading and influencing people into these "enlightened" ideas. I liked the sound of MindValley because they seem so positive, and the only reason I'd try persuade anyone into doing/buying anything was if I knew it'd be for their greater good. I made that specifically clear. I wouldn't be able to put my heart into talking people into things if I didn't know for certain it would help them in some way.
So, after a rather intense interviewing process that was split up over the course of a month or so, I found out I got the job, and a one-year contract.
The following weekend I went to visit a couple ladies I know who channel for my "spiritual guides". This particular Archangel, Michael, warned me that MindValley is a trap, and loaded with Dark. They said for me to stay in Canada and pursue my writing career elsewhere.
I did not go to them with the intention to talk about MindValley. I didn't even plan on mentioning that I got the job.
Since then I've been having doubts about MindValley, but I'm unsure if this is just concern about what my spiritual guides told me, or if my gut is trying to tell me something.
Either way, all I want to do and have ever loved to do with all my heart is write, and be someone people can trust and connect with. If MindValley isn't the place to do this, where is?
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Comment by 13 on July 8, 2009 at 1:36am -
He means that you do not have Free Will, and if you will throw a dice, and say to yourself "if I get pair number, I'll will work for MindValley, if non pair won't" it would be the same as getting answer from mediums, gurus, Infinite Mind...
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Comment by Brittany Babakioff on July 7, 2009 at 6:54pm -
Joseph,
Can you elaborate?
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Comment by Brittany Babakioff on July 7, 2009 at 5:46pm
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Joseph,
Yes, excellent point. It would definitely be hard for me to promote any other philosophical ideas if I knew the Truth was something else. But I do not know for a fact that what The Blue Emerald states is Truth. And if it is, how do I know that promoting opposing ideas to the world is not a stepping stone people may need? I am hoping once Activ8 gets here, I'll have clearer insights.
Today through another curveball at me; my mother told me I should give MindValley a shot despite what these Medium friends of mine have said. ("MindValley is a trap, it will do me no good.")
So now I'm back to square one.
I don't know what to do!!
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Comment by Brittany Babakioff on July 7, 2009 at 8:01am
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Thank you all for the insights.
I think it's becoming more clear to me what I truly want, instead of what I think I SHOULD be doing just because I may be capable of it. I know I can do the copywriting job in Malaysia, and with excellence, and it may give me more exposure as a writer. But I don't like that their very goal is money. If what I want is to be someone people can trust and connect with, how can they trust that their money is not my personal goal as well, especially in a marketing company?
How did I not see this before?
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Comment by Laura Wheeler on July 6, 2009 at 8:39pm -
Britt,
I concur with 13 ... in that you have already set in motion the next portion of your script ... however, you can always change your mind. No good or bad choices. BUT ... look at what it is that comes up in this scenario:
Your ego is showing you some fear that you are holding onto ... as you are leaving your comfort zone and going into the unknown, fear/excitement comes up to be dealt with in some way. Maybe the thing to do is acknowledge your fear and then ask your SELF what needs to be dissolved/released in order for you to more confidently head out into this new life.
I know it it is difficult to grasp (at least it was for me) ... but there is really no one there but you in your experience ... all the situations and people are mirroring your own inner world ... that is the illusion we all deal with. The trick, is to KNOW that it is ALL you ... and to learn to have trust and confidence in your higher SELF bringing you to the perfect place in the perfect time with the perfect experience for your evolution.
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Comment by 13 on July 6, 2009 at 1:20pm
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Britt, let it go, choice has been already made. There is no bad/good choices, only one that you made already, so quit the "struggle" and do it! Free yourself.
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Comment by Brittany Babakioff on July 6, 2009 at 8:26am
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*Dylan,
I wrote on your page as well, just in case you didn't see my response here.
Thankyou so much. I only "found" the Emerald a few days ago but I've had nothing but positive support for and feedback to my questions. I look around and am baffled by those who simply go about their lives, taking what comes, so consumed with the little things, never questioning the big picture; how or why or what it's all for. I can hardly bare to play this part without knowing why. It keeps me tossing at night and quietly screaming all day long.
Something inside me tells me there's more I should be or am capable of doing, like some sort of calling, but I don't know where from. I just want to know why I have such a strong instinct to write and what I'm meant to do with it, so I can fully live up to it.
Thanks again for connecting with me. Really glad to meet you.
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Comment by Dylan on July 5, 2009 at 10:18pm -
I am concerned for you. I understand and empathize with your passion to share your passions for your human experiences through an ontological vehicle, as I share your passion, but to possibly put yourself into harms way for a 'job' is not worth the risk. I do not believe in coincidence, and it was no coincidence that your lady friends who channel your spirit guides offered the message they did, as there is no such thing as a coincidence. I want you to be safe, and as you have somehow been scripted to find the Blue Emerald, and ask this question, I feel that your doubt of what the right the choice will be is a strong indication that you should not go to MindValley. I believe that you have found the Blue Emerald at the exact moment you have been meant too, as have I. I also feel this website is more than a simple website to sell alchemy, but a place to help you dissolve many of your above questions, and it is purely nothing more than perfect time to do it. I truly enjoyed your article, and am overjoyed that you are here looking to dissolve the attachments most struggle to hold too, and only the lucky few ever truly can dis-attach from the falsities constructed to enslave the human condition from its raw essence of unfiltered beauty it truly is. You are in the right place at the right time, exactly as you have scripted it. I am greatly looking forward to being your friend, as I have never had met anyone yet in life that shares the inquisitive lust for truth as I do. Dylan
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