Landon Balk's Blog (11)

Her eyes are an eclipse that are deep as the abyss and her heart is like the ocean beating waves of violent bliss. Her hand is like a spider sending chills and crawling higher, and her skin sets me on fire. When she dreams I'm there beside her. The Goddess of her universe commanding with a verse. She's unafraid to hurt, she moves stars with her words. She's got agendas on her mind under the currents of the tide, she took me deep inside with…

Okay, so you take the atmospherics of The Verves 'A Storm in Heaven,' deep philosophical themes from Pink Floyd, The Whos power chords, some of The Rolling Stones rawness, a little of Becks melancholy, and Porcupine Trees asymmetric melodies, and you take all of that; put it all together in an orgy and you have my album 'Death of the American Dream.'…

Hey there friends, I'm an aspiring singer/songwriter looking to hit a musical city and Austin seems to resonate with my personality. I'm just wondering if any of you had any leads of jobs or places to stay, good places to perform at etc.? I'm looking to move there soon, I mean very soon, so any info or help would be greatly appreciated.

Thanks, 

Landon

I have this idea I'm dancing with called 'trust the processes at work.' It's becoming one of my creeds along with 'when I feel sad, I stop being sad and be awesome instead.' There is the point I'm reaching at of the question 'what do you want?' Now, to me it's 'what wants me?' That correlates with a frozen moment I reached in my adolescence; I prayed for some desires and decided to get to the heart of selfless desires and I came to that question: what do you want? I looked down upon myself…

I have come so far to be always here in this return.

I wouldn't change a thing for what I have seen, and what I've learned.

And how much is enough before you give it up?

You are only defined by what you are limited by so, who are you?

Oh, how many times will…

I will bleed it out and breathe it in, 

That's the only way that it can live.

Something deep inside just doesn't seem right, oh yeah.

I just can not see what's got to give.

And it's far too late, and it's far too gone for me.

What's more to the dream than experience?

Everything I see is just geometry.

Time is just the science of unfoldment, oh yeah.

What's more to existence than a story?

And it's far…

Hello, I know some of you personally, others I have yet the privilege. I am here to say message me, and let's swap numbers. We could all use some 'connections' and some good conversation.

Bring it on. I'll be waiting.

My world has collapsed unto itself. The messages and signs are not yet set in stone; I am unclear, for the outcome has yet to become. Is it safe to make a hypothesis, an assumption? In these uncertain waters, the only thing to trust is inconclusive data. Trust the unknown. A hypothesis cannot always be correct; that is why it’s just an educated assumption. So, how do you detach yourself from something that is ever present?  All of these attachments to questions, outcomes, and desires, with…

TO WHAT IS GOODBYE

I've been strugling and forcing and wishing and frustrated for what seems like my entire life leading up to this point. I'm tired of wishing I could have or be something else. I'd like to feel that acceptance of the greater minds at work to the point where that greater desire is one with mine. I feel like my desires are unjust or not worthy of fulfilment on the scale of integrity; which leads me to think about the integrity of my own desires. Do I have selfish desires, or am i just not in…