December 2011 Blog Posts (10)

greetings, two chakras left to hit with Peter. it's been about a week ( plus ) of day on- day off intense sessions, in the chakra cleansing.

and it has been alot of things. if not atleast the most unique experience i have ever had. it feels like a scrubbing and a tear down. like seeming physically, perceptually whole- but having the inexplicable feeling of being a deflated balloon. hollow.

and it's dang odd.

but, when all is said and through, this last weekend, i will be…

My crystals arrived physically yesterday.  I sat with them... and was drawn to the Lemurian crystals... I opened the cap and placed my index over opening.  turned it quickly and back and forth.  When I looked at my fingertip, there was a perfect heart shape form of the crystals that remained. I was in awe... it was alive and communicating.. I then knew to place that heart formed on my finger in a specific place on the roof of my mouth... Its now about 16 hrs later... I have had 2 separated…

I haven't been posting lately but have continued to play with the alchemy.

I take it whenever I'm guided, maybe once a week.

I notice varying levels of effect.

If I sleep with the vial, I typically have either tedious dreams or nightmares.

I like the BodyLight.

I've been using some other alchemies as well.

It's all been an interesting and enjoyable journey so far.

I was just visited by a small herd of deer in my son's yard. As a totem animal I can look for new perceptions and degrees of perceptions to grow and expand. Deer leads back to primal wisdom of old teachings. I will gladly accept this toward my growth.  Yesterday two flocks of Canadian Geese totally played chicken in the sky right over my head as I stood in a wide open snowy field. At the last second one flock stopped and turned in mid air and assimilated themselves into the other flock and…

it's not the first time, to feel like it's the first time to do something, again. doing something i've done so many times before that i forgot it was ever new. like a listening to a favorite song, or driving my first car, or feeling betrayal- or opening my eyes for the first time. or deciding what i think about the Sun, Sol (i like the name).

strange as the experience has been is the equally odd truth- that it was all, down to the last detail, motivation, and line- scripted.…

Had a great dream last night. The scene was chaotic, lots of people, not sure what was going down when I shouted something (???) and the whole scene FROZE, not just the immediate surroundings but like EVERYthing. I felt like an overseer or celestial director cutting a scene, but not until it happened.  On previous nights I've been organizing, cleaning, and condensing like crazy. One particular area kept bogging me down for several nights in a row.  Then night before last in the dream I…

reading the blueprint. got to the "phase out and the 12,000". man, the words hit me hard. my reactions to my read were only sentences away from Jason's description. i'm approaching this with an open heart.

i sense a division, an artificial schism within me. torn between wanting to stay or go. it's interesting. so, i've been reading one passage for a few days, now- of the perfect storm. listening to my favorite bands. because, they tend to comment on my moment extremely…

i challenge. because i am challenged. 

it has become apparent, at least to me, that we, in this story, with the passing of the last few days, have passed a threshold. or in the least, we have atlast realized that we have passed that threshold. stubborn people, such as myself, seem to find themselves in a kind of lag time, that acts much like someone twisting a wet towel to snap in a locker room. wack! painful. specific. stinging. undeniable.

something is different. look at the…

Hello, I know some of you personally, others I have yet the privilege. I am here to say message me, and let's swap numbers. We could all use some 'connections' and some good conversation.

Bring it on. I'll be waiting.

Hello Everyone,…