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Moving into the Portal-  IN Ritual with this Incredible Sun/Moon fiery energy - Portal opening- Pushing into new Reality Field- Light of the Central Sun- Trigger Point Pineal DNA spiraling  towards the  Point of Light in the mind of GodHead.   Jewel in the Lotus- Diamond US ONE.

Leo/ Aquarius, Renewal~ Remembering.…

i'm exasperated.

i have so much fear. so many insecurities. my ego craves so much drama. i lead myself to enjoy and become seduced by these un-ending levels of falsity. that i manufacture, that i cannot escape.

i'm asking for help. i want this game to end. i want these masks ripped off.

i became so enchanted by what i perceived to be my cleverness, just pathetic bullshit. i have these glimpses of One, of that ultimate Joy. then, the next day, the next hour, i am mired…

I have this idea I'm dancing with called 'trust the processes at work.' It's becoming one of my creeds along with 'when I feel sad, I stop being sad and be awesome instead.' There is the point I'm reaching at of the question 'what do you want?' Now, to me it's 'what wants me?' That correlates with a frozen moment I reached in my adolescence; I prayed for some desires and decided to get to the heart of selfless desires and I came to that question: what do you want? I looked down upon myself…

Happy with my evolving perspective and looking forward to December!  Thrilled best describes how i feel about my life right now.  It is rich, exciting, full of surprises and love.  After reading and commenting on a post by another TBE member about having doubts… i moved on to coordinate with Sianna for weekend in Tecopa.  Looking ahead to help her move next weekend i shared my week schedule as follows (my storyline:)

next week is busy busy, monday meetings from 10am to…

As this past month of January has slipped by since the beginning of 2012, I have been feeling the closeness of the Divine Totality in a truly updated way. So many of us are on the brink of breaking thru the last membrane to fully and finally experience the Fullness of Source within us as never before. Can't you all feel this incredible energy? Maybe inspired from Solar CME's, or for me whether it is…

Yesterday night, was half awake half asleep, suddenly the whole room started to shake or something (it felt more like my body was struck by thunder or something though) & I felt like I was going to die a couple seconds later (I only thought about relaxing my way into death, took a few breaths). Then at the point of death, I felt some nice peacy-feelings :)

Still alive and kicking though...

Anyone had similar experiences? Why would I experience this…

okay, 

not sure how to go about this, but, it's breaking down the door inside of me to let it out, so here it goes.

after Jason's latest communique concerning the machine for the "phase out", i'm going to have to bite the bullet and talk about a story i was writing. it had many names but i called it m.dimensia.

now, sure, i write a lot. but, not like this story. this was unlike any story i had ever written before. it was a story concerning the evolution of humanity into…

Are you familiar with the Assemblage Point? It's the place where the lines of your energy field pass through the body.

Ideally that point is located next to the heart. But it can move around and shift in response to trauma, disease, accidents or other negative situations.

It's a fascinating subject, and one that is still not widely known even among energy practitioners. We've put together a special introduction to the Assemblage Point that is easy to understand and gives a…

Good day,

I was given another, ever so light slap by the Universe this morning,  wake up call.   It was a great wake up call for me,  I thought perhaps others could benefit from my lesson.

I am in the process of finding my voice.  I can not express the gratitude to all that is helping me with this.

It is always good to have a look at the energy that is showing up in life.  To not push it down or…

Speculative ghost story.... but truth, not fiction.

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Beads, of every size, color, and shape are heaped here in front of me. They are in two standing racks, each with four deep bins. Every bin contains six trays. Each tray has eighteen compartments. The beads spill out of their containers, the profusion of color and texture invite my eyes to a feast of thanksgiving.

Opal’s beads have passed into my tremulous hands. This is a treasure; my head spins with ideas,…

“Breakthrough? What is this?” I cry. “It looks just as it did a few minutes ago.”

“Does it?”

“Yes, it does... and I don’t feel any different either.”

“Then you have not yet experienced breakthrough. Simple.”

“Yes! Yes, I have!” I am defiant, defensive. “I am going through--”

“--GOING through, ah, yes, indeed, that is true . You most definitely are going through the passage to transformation. That is…

Disclaimer: This work is entirely a Story, devised with Imagination.

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In the beginning many young dragons do not know their heritage.

This is the prologue of one such.

It is the tale of a young woman who grew up just like any other;

She went to school;

She did chores;

She went to movies;

She had boyfriends, eventually married and raised a family.

 It was a life like that of many of her friends.

She…

From a Channel called Abe - Hicks

We are wanting you to know that life is for entertainment purposesonly.

 

There was a big debate about having that tattooed to the bottom of your foot when you were born,

 

but it was argued that it was so obvious

the disclaimer wasn’t needed. 

Taking anything too seriously is almost

always the hard way around.

  

In every situation there is always room for

more fun, more…

“To you, I'm an atheist. 
To God, I'm the loyal opposition.” 
― Woody Allen

“In my next life I want to live my life backwards. You start out dead and get that out of the way. Then you wake up in an old people's home feeling better every day. You get kicked out for being too healthy, go collect your pension, and then when you start work, you get a gold watch and a party on your first day. You work for 40 years until you're young enough to enjoy your retirement. You party, drink alcohol, and are generally promiscuous, then you are ready for high school. You then…

I have come so far to be always here in this return.

I wouldn't change a thing for what I have seen, and what I've learned.

And how much is enough before you give it up?

You are only defined by what you are limited by so, who are you?

Oh, how many times will…

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tiMMERUpaNY&feature=player_embedded#!

Not new news but good vid on Egyptian pyramids and Tesla.  There was more going on there but this is a good scientific take on some of the ongoings.

I thought TBE folks would find this interesting. It sites 3 different cases of timeline jumping? and or vanishing..bleeping out? Enjoy the read!

http://beforeitsnews.com/story/1575/265/Terrified_Woman_From_Another_Universe_Wakes_Up_Here.html

Not the bestweb site for news but what is really?

Carlos

I will bleed it out and breathe it in, 

That's the only way that it can live.

Something deep inside just doesn't seem right, oh yeah.

I just can not see what's got to give.

And it's far too late, and it's far too gone for me.

What's more to the dream than experience?

Everything I see is just geometry.

Time is just the science of unfoldment, oh yeah.

What's more to existence than a story?

And it's far…

greetings, two chakras left to hit with Peter. it's been about a week ( plus ) of day on- day off intense sessions, in the chakra cleansing.

and it has been alot of things. if not atleast the most unique experience i have ever had. it feels like a scrubbing and a tear down. like seeming physically, perceptually whole- but having the inexplicable feeling of being a deflated balloon. hollow.

and it's dang odd.

but, when all is said and through, this last weekend, i will be…