The Membrane
I'm not surprised that Peter has penetrated the membrane, a good, and very insightful man of other planes in this universe. I myself have been considered a seer and code breaker and hope that I have left a mark on all of my bro's (Jason) evolution to this point. This is awesome, and I can't wait.
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Ok, it's time to clear up what happened to me. I jumped off a downtown bridge in SLC trying to get away from the cops. I had been pulled over for DUI and didn't want to go to jail. What I didn't know was that it was a 40 foot drop onto some rocks. Needless to say I was hurt bad:
2 broken ankles and 3 surgeries to date on the right one.
Broken tib-fib toward the knee, surgery to fix that in trauma.
Bi-lateral broken pelvis. I had abdominal surgery with trauma to my bladder, that also gave them access to my pelvic area for washing.
Broken hip and on the 3rd surgery they had to replace it.
Blowout fracture to my left eye socket. 3 surgeries to look normal.
I was in the hospital for a month and in a coma for a week. The different planes that I experienced in that week were no less than amazing and indescribable. When I "woke up" coming into focus was my daughter Natalie, and the tears flowed, there was no stopping them. I had done wrong. While the Dr's where telling my family that they didn't think I would make it, I just plugged along memory returning, WOW.
I was discharged to nursing home in Roosevelt, UT where my pain went through the roof and no MD would take my case, so with error of the hospital admitted, I was shipped back to the U of U. 2 more weeks there and they shipped me off to a nursing home in Bountiful, UT, where I hauled around 2 catheters, one via directly through my abdomen, the other was Foley (penis) and was told I would get physical therapy to learn to walk again. I was there for 2 weeks and none of that happened. Back to Roosevelt I went where Jason built an entrance for a wheel chair on the back of the house, and installed a triangle hold over my bed so I could move. He was awesome.
Gayle took over as nurse maid, my godsend, without Gayle I would not be here like I am now. She's my soul mate throughout this universe.
Close to a year later, I had my 2nd surgery on my hip to replace bone on the top of my left femur. My hip never healed so they replaced it. Then came the 2nd surgery on my right ankle to fuse it. I was sent home in few days with a bottle of percocet. One day it was particularly hurting so I was taking more of the pain killer than I realized and the next day Gayle found me cold and unresponsive, she dialed 911. I was flown back to the U of U in renal failure. Dr's again telling Gayle that if I made it I would have to sustained brain damage. I was out of it for a few days, went through some crazy plane stuff again and woke up on a dialysis machine. After a couple of weeks I was discharged and the decision was made to move in with my mother Jari. For the next 2 months 3 times a week I had to go to dialysis. Then suddenly me creatone levels became normal. I think Jason's alchemy, and my sheer will power to heal were the reasons I was out of danger, which was fine with me because I got the catheter out of my neck.
I decided through lots of coaxing by my mother and wife that I had to make myself better, with lots of help I was able to take a bath, and my wife cried because she hadn't seen me on my feet in almost a year.
Ever since dialysis I have had a dark feeling, along with anxiety and depression. Around the same time I was finishing dialysis a friend of ours had a jealous boy friend of some girl knock him down the stairs and there was a wall positioned perfectly for the back of his head and he went into a coma. Jason warned me not to go see him and if I did don't touch him. I ignored both suggestions and I think the reason he is alive is I pulled something dark out of him and he saw the light in me and decided to come back and it's still hanging around. Not as bad recently with the new alchemy but it's in the back of my mind alot.
Gayle and the entire family have been amazingly patient, and I thank them to no end for that. This includes my kids, my sisters, Julle, Jodi, my brother inlaw Gary and friend, my dear mother Jari. My in laws Brad and Gloria Ator, and many more......
I don't know if my mother or Jason has said that my dad died last year (fyi).
This has been the membrane and I'm their.
I have laid dormant for to long. It's time to fly.
With Love
jjd