Mego Agenda

The below is a response I wrote from another forum. Quite a lot of this information is coming from that other forum, and having written it all is precisely why I knew The Blue Emerald had to come into being, with new alchemy, new procedures, meditations, unteachings, etc.

This response was to a comment and question by someone involved in the Emerald (new nickname). If he'd like to announce himself that's up to him. What he was wondering is just HOW does one make the leap away from self, especially when such a prospect is both so frightening and daunting. What follows is the response. It's important to note that where Alkhem is named below I was actually referring to the use of software Peter and I designed which could accomplish the same thing.

One of the most potent methods of the Mego, both collectively and individually, is to constantly remind you of the importance of individual identity. Fear and guilt programming are the reminders. Those are the emotions that make you believe you're an individual more powerfully than any other system of ideas or emotions. One is One, and you can't be individual identity AND One: in other words, you can't serve two masters. The Mego has a vested interest in maintaining the illusion. If our flimsy beliefs about ourselves get zapped one by one, the Mego itself also disappears accordingly.

Its agenda is therefore to continue to "exist" because that's what it believes is true. Its genius to be one step ahead of "the actors" in providing yet another mirror in the maze is almost inconceivable, "almost" being the operative term here. Almost is being used the way it is because there are, shall we say, deliberate glitches in the dreamscape program that allow for "anomalous" programs to mess the whole thing up, but these anomalies aren't random - just part of the programming of the video game and are methods the "players" use to reach higher and higher levels, or better put, deeper and deeper levels.

It's absolutely normal to perceive fear programming (as stated, guilt and fear are the Mego's two most powerful tools) when confronted with the potential of losing self. You see? If you always fear losing self you never will become One (that's why most people fear death). How clever is that? And guilt can only exist because of a perception of having wronged another, when if One is true then you've only wronged yourself. So guilt becomes the very mechanism by which you are kept thinking in terms of separation, and you have an almost endless trove of guilt tucked away in every nook and cranny of the totality of your apparently individual experience, 99.99999% (or so) of it beyond the notice of even the most gifted seers, mainly because seers are seeing the resultant images of the underlying guilt and nothing more.

The origination "point" of the guilt to begin with is what the Mego would seek to keep secret, because once seen for what it is it no longer maintains its hold. Alkhem, as stated elsewhere and especially when used with intent, erases all of those attachments. If you erase the unconscious attachment, you erase the purpose for the attachment and the illusion naturally and instantly dissipates. It's important to note that using Alkhem doesn't erase just yours..!

The leap is not a leap at all. It's a choice already made and is still the ultimate question: do you want to stay you or do you want to let the dream dissolve, leaving you as you've always been, One which knows not the dream? Remember when I said purification is about removal? That's what I'm talking about. What you're removing from yourself are all the attachments which you use to falsely define the image you see in the mirror. Remove the definitions, and with what are you left? Nothing.

It's like I've said elsewhere and in other contexts, you are already precisely where you need to be at all times and it's not possible for it to be any other way. It's scripted, it's already happened, and therefore you needn't strive for anything. Take comfort in that. You won't have to make a leap. You'll simply act out the leap you've already made at the prescribed scene selection of the in-head movie, which is much more like surrender. Yes, it's emotional, which is a great convincer of the perception of power, and is sad and simultaneously joyful.

Most of all, it's beautiful beyond belief, and while you remain dreaming you get to perceive both THAT AND THIS, which is unbelievably cool, until you yourself dissolve from the dream, either through the lie called death or you simply dissolve, never to return...except when called into being to fill a prescribed roll in response to the necessity of the dream as a whole.