Knowing

I would read this very carefully, several times, and if you've already read it from the other forum, read it again because it contains a major breakthrough in understanding. This is about knowing. Ten years or so ago I was playing Yahtzee with my brother-in-law and nephew on New Year's Eve. It was a tight game. All three of us had every box filled except for the Yahtzee box and it was down to the last throw for each of us to try for a Yahtzee. My nephew, first to try, failed to throw a Yahtzee. I was second. I tossed the dice in the box and had two 2s. I picked up the other three dice and...just before tossing them a feeling came over me. It was a certainty that I had never known, not like that, just stunning in its Truth.

I literally stood up and began to walk away, letting the dice fall out of my hand and into the box without even looking. I got to the living room doorway and heard "You lucky bastard!" from my brother-in-law. I muttered over my shoulder, "No luck involved there, Bro." I'd thrown three 2s to make the Yahtzee and knew beyond any doubt whatsoever that it would be three 2s in that box even as I was several paces away and didn't even need to look. I could have thrown them on the floor and they'd have been three 2s. But the point was that the three 2s came to me. I didn't throw them. They threw themselves planning to be three 2s, and I was simply aware of the fact-to-be in the moment. I stood up to walk away just for the style points. And afterall, to any observer I couldn't deny that my hand was involved, right?

THAT's what knowing is. And knowing is the same thing as so-called manifestation. It's attunement to that which is to BE within the periphery of, and as it relates to, your sense perceptions. And there was only ONE reason that it happened the way that it did: to teach me something. It was in NO WAY designed to help me win a game of Yahtzee, which would have been an attachment to an outcome. The way it applies to individuals is this: since it's not a part of the programming for the dice to throw themselves, they require someone to perform that particular concept of motion. In that moment, that was my job. Conversely, as data organized in the moment to make an appearance as dice, it was their job to teach me something. And they did. That was THE most lucid moment of knowing I'd experienced to that point in time.

Why is this information important at this time? We'll be repeating this many times in various ways throughout the entire effort of The Blue Emerald. Let's use an analogy. Let's say you're Neo in The Matrix and you're being chased and shot at by agents, who you might recall were referred to as "sentient programs," which is pretty much what I'm saying we are. Neo, not having yet gone through the Membrane, wasn't yet convinced with all of his being that the bullets were dreamdata or he'd have just stopped and said, "Wait, this isn't real. Why am I running?" In this context, and this is VERY important to let sink in, fear kept him from knowing that it wasn't real. With some element of him, he believed in the bullets and the power and skill of the agents because of his fear. He had to die with six dream bullets in his chest to go through the movie's version of the Membrane, to know Truth, to learn that the bullets weren't real. Once he learned that, the bullets ceased to have meaning and he spoke to them as the organization of dreamdata that they were, saying "No" and with his mind, thinking, "they're programmed to stop now." THIS IS KNOWING. Knowing this is the starting point, the genesis of you becoming an Ultrabeing now responsible (responsive) as a cooperative in the physics-defying miraculous about to unfold in this mental plane.

Moral: fear makes it real. Why is this so precisely important? Because if it's not real then why have fear? Under Unteachings, Tips, Tools & Techniques, using the Alkhem Programming to program your alchemy to purge all that is unnecessary, which is one of the main functions of the Temple of Code, you can use it to purge fear from your system of being, including fears you don't even know about. This is one of the most potent ways for you to begin seeing "all this" as not real, because it's not.

Let's give further example about knowing. Years ago I was working with a gifted healer who was part of the FirstWave project Peter and I and a bunch of folks were in on, some of whom are still in this group. She called me one day saying she wasn't sure why she called me, but explained she was on her way to do some healing work with a client. [To her: If you happen to be reading this I kindly ask that you make any corrections to my memory.]

I said, "You're about to experience joy from the source of it. About half-way to your client's house you're going to have a realization that the work you're about to do is already done, which will make it so that once you've arrived you're going to be going through the motions of healing work, all the while on the verge of insane laughter because of the absurdity of having to go through those fraudulent motions. You'll get out your feathers and stones and oils and sage and other implements of healing work, and chant and walk in circles and lay your hands on them and all the other bullshit, and you'll be doing it because THEY think they need to see you doing this, and for no other reason. You might have to excuse yourself, saying something like, 'I have to purge the energy...it's too powerful. I'll be right back.' And then you might go stand in the yard and laugh until your guts ache. Why? Because the work is already done, and there's something so joyful about that it's unspeakable, to say nothing of how funny it is when we go through these egoistic motions of being powerful enough to heal."

What I described to her did in fact happen. And so healing work is a pre-established cosmic appointment at which whatever is to happen will happen, but won't happen in a vacuum. In other words, it requires the cooperatives, or it's not happening at all. There. Does that make you feel better? You're not totally worthless. You're needed to observe and to be co-operation. That to me is what liberation is. It's interesting to note that in the above exercise it required knowingness not just on her part, but also mine. If we were still believers in causality (some of you might still be), it could be said that I was the causal agent behind both her knowingness and the event of the healing itself. But we know better than that now, do we not?

Being completely unaware of The Whole's (The Script) plan to effect a healing is what makes healers think they're the ones doing the work. No healer is doing the work, ever. The healer is a participant in the work being accomplished because, once again, it can't be done in a vacuum absent relational participants/perceivers/cooperatives. Once a healer is aware of the fact of The Whole's plan, they're in a position to let all other egoistic drama go and just participate with joy and hugely increased effectiveness. I'm going to go on with more of this because I know at least some are interested here, and it might wind up in a book. This, by the way, is why Alkhem and everything we're doing here works. It's in the plan.

Marybeth will recall my first exposure to the semifraud she used to work for. This woman is a shaman in every way and is very knowledgeable in areas of healing and the tools to use. She would do healing work and then require help to walk or go downstairs, feeling faint and weak, complete with a theatrical hand to the forehead, because of how much she was drained by the "effort." I knew she was a fake at a glance. Oh, don't get me wrong, the healing was taking place, but not because of her. I mentioned to Marybeth at that time that if she just would realize that it wasn't her doing the work she'd REALLY get powerful, and she'd be free of that particular self-absorbed drama at the same time! See how simple?

What all healers and superhealers will eventually learn is that healing is a synchronicity of cooperative players coming together at a preappointed juncture in the flow of All That Is to carry out that which is going to happen. Through gaining confidence, all a healer does is experience increasing knowing that it will in fact happen, and eventually learn that all they need to do is show up and have the thought. Even though it's not about the healer if One is true, it is about "as you see others is precisely how you see yourself." This goes for healing as well. If someone is sick, it means ultimately you're sick. But there is no consequence whatsoever in a person's being sick. We know that now, right? And certainly there's no consequence in a person dying. We know that "death" is just the programmed vehicle (excuse, really) for yet another shift in perception (incarnation). The only meaning behind a person being sick is for the event and experience of the miracle of healing itself. Without the sick person, there is no event from which to learn or to witness as miraculous, so that's just another example of the acceptance of roles. In addition, if nothing happens, then it's not your own perceived shortcomings to blame, which is a further letting go. Perceived shortcomings or inadequacies are every bit as egoistic as arrogance or conceit.

If you find yourself in a position to do some healing work, take a moment and recognize that it's an appointment, an opportunity for two "witnesses" to learn from and add to the limit-pushing belief in miracles installed into the collective human consciousness. Take a moment to recognize that you, the healer, and them, the healee, are here by appointment, that something is going to happen, and just trust it. Put your hands on them and say aloud or in your head, addressing One Mind, something like, "K, give her what she needs," and then get empty and let yourself perceive with your senses what transpires. You'll find yourself in increasing knowingness upon each occasion. And not having to have performance anxiety or even an attachment to an outcome makes it be all the more real, now, in the moment, and almost immeasurably more effective (albeit, according to what is going to happen).

If there were any true motivation behind healing work it would be to erase the Mego. Why? BECAUSE ALL THOSE YOU HELP TO FREE IS THE PRECISE EQUIVALENT OF YOU FREEING YOURSELF. Why? Because each person (unit of programmed perception) is responsible for (A) holding all this in place, or (B) letting it go, which is what changes it. All sickness and disease has its reality in the Mego and is merely reflected in this perceptual framework. This is what Jesus knows balls to bones and better than anybody who ever experienced this level. If he was ever startled by anything it was in looking down and noticing, once again, that he had a body, so attuned to the One Mind is he. And if that "body" had within its programming the capacity for sickness, he couldn't have cared less. The body and everything in this perceivable universe was meaningless to him.

So, having said all that, we'll return once again to the constant refrain of those wondering if their role can be changed. Try real hard right this second to let this sink in. If you want to change your role, all this means is that you don't accept something about yourself, or you have an attachment, which is essentially saying the same thing. If we were still given to use the term "unconditional love" around here, then you could say that in wanting to change your role means that you don't love yourself unconditionally. Total acceptance of NOW is where the power is, which means that you're letting everything else go. THIS IS THE POINT AT WHICH BIG CHANGE TAKES PLACE because you're no longer attached to what you think you need to be and the Truth of you rises to the surface. Once again, however, there is a catch. You can't let go of everything in order to gain something. See what I mean? You can't let go as an agenda for the very means by which you bring about desired change. No, you have to instead let go because you completely accept yourself as you are, and everything else as it is. It doesn't mean it won't change - it just means that you've surrendered to the Infinite.

The only other reason to want to be the cause behind changing something is so that you can feel powerful, which is just, once again, a device of the Mego. However, all of the self-empowerment jargon, much of which I myself have admittedly imparted, is a necessary route for some to move into the mode of being we've been addressing here. You could say Step 1 for someone who is sound asleep is to wake up to the fact that they don't need to be a victim anymore, and to get them thinking that way is to tell them the power is within. But this is an advanced class you're all in here, and we don't need those mental sleights-of-hand anymore.

Some take joy from the ego-motivated view (falsity) that they have the power, that they're doing the healing (or any other accomplishment), and it's what they must have for themselves in order to shore up that ego. Others take joy by being attuned to The Script, knowing that it's already done. This is of course the very definition of effortlessness. I personally find the greatest joy in knowing that it's already done. That knowingness is ALL THE POWER. A most important point, however, and a beautiful one, is that it doesn't dismiss one of responsibility. What is responsibility? One's ability to respond. Scripted or not, it's still response, right? Scripted or not, you OWN what you do. That's why you're doing it. Remember the definition of karma: "I am here to do what I am here to do." Take your pick: karma or responsibility. They're interchangeable terms.

The question is "What type of person are you?" The type that must feed the ego? Or the type that doesn't give a second thought to it?

OK, let's address the "dead issue" again, shall we? But let's take a run at it from a different angle. Dead's just a word, but to many here it carries the typical connotations. What other word do we have to use? Nonalive perhaps? Disanimated? That one doesn't work because if you are anything, you are animated (in the sense of being a cartoon). How about digital? Or even holographic? Hey, how about holohumanomorphic? To say that you're dead is to imply that you've been alive, which isn't true, but NOTHING is alive (and both meanings of that are true). In other words, plants, animals, etc., are all the same dream stuff. You have ALWAYS been in the dream, even as an intelligent octopus somewhere in Orion. But let's draw up the comparison. When you dream of a chartreuse elephant named LeClare who has a side-riding saddle and a living palm tree for a headdress, and you have some obscure perception that you're the clown in the saddle (god knows that's how I see myself!) and who nevertheless doesn't really look like you, are those characters alive? If they are, then OK, you're alive now.

Are the digital representations in the movie you're watching alive? If so, then OK, you're alive. That's all I'm saying.

Some may ask, "How do we tell anybody about this?" If so, what is being implied? That your mind was better prepared for this information? I've personally found that anybody well-schooled in the typical battery of New Age concepts are more difficult to reach than anybody else, and those who are well-studied in aboriginal (American Indians, for example) concepts are even harder to reach. So how did I start the conversation? I can tell you that anybody who has even a little grasp of quantum mechanics has a mind ready to make the leap.

If you're inclined to share this information, just share it. Bring it up as a conversation piece. Who cares? It's a mind-bender. People like mind-benders in the same way they like scary stories. All the teens I hang with LOVE talking about it. "Hey, what if we were in a movie, right now? Wouldn't that be trippy? What if we're just avatars in a virtual reality community on the Web?"

When I am doing it, I broach the subject based upon the person, but for the most part quantum mechanics is a good place to start simply because it's the most popular and accepted scientific method we have at our disposal that describes "the world" as data. If "the world" is data, then it's a virtual reality. If it's a virtual reality, it behaves according to programming, infinitely complex programming, yes, but programming to be sure. And if all this is virtual, then we're only virtually alive. We APPEAR to be alive. And so convincing is this virtual reality, so convincing MUST it be, that there is the necessity of players such as hydrogen, hormones, blood, distant galaxies, air to breathe, etc. Look at a few of the more bizarre characters in the ocean and tell me this isn't a cartoon! Many of you have noticed that the more we learn, the more we're convinced we know nothing. Know why that is? Because there is nothing to discover in this dream, no physical properties, no mass, nothing. It's just perception. There isn't anything to know...well, other than the code of the dream, for it is code. And that's what we're working on - unlocking deeper code.

Now about this "living the lie thing." It's pointless to let the whole concept degenerate to a level that is almost self-punishing. You're no longer living the lie when: (1) you recognize it as such and stop buying into it, (2) dissolve any attachments to it, (3) endeavor to live Truth free of any attachment to an outcome. If someone asks you a question and the true answer is one they're not ready to hear, tell them what they're ready to hear even IF it's part of the lie. Knowing that distinction in your mind is NOT living the lie. See what I mean?