A Day in My Life

I've been running through the previous forum from which some of the content here was taken looking for anything that would be useful here. The below information was in response to someone asking what it was like to be me on any given day; frustrations, joys, etc. I've edited it for content for The Blue Emerald. It jumps around a little, but that's OK.

It's very seldom that I see anything as imperfection these days, and so frustration is not often present. Most of the time I'm putting forth an effort to continue to think like everybody else, so to speak. There are a few people who can bear witness to that one as I'm always speaking to them in status quo programming terms. Until recently, before Peter and Sandi, I was alone, at least within my sphere of perception. I'm able to scan the world and there are more and more lights all the time. As I do so right now there are twelve or thirteen through the Membrane, and another 20 or so standing at the wall, an impossibly thin membrane, the one I moved through. I don't know if beings like Babaji are scannable. So, my greatest joy is the anticipation I have of more and more "people" seeing this, especially those that I know. It is precisely the same as dreaming, waking up in it, and then turning to someone you know and knowing they're now awake, and you look at each other and nod, now a part of an exceedingly exclusive club to which nevertheless ALL are most graciously invited. This is what I go to my knees in gratitude for.

I'd like to take a second to make something perfectly clear. There are some people, mostly true shaman, throughout the world that know what I know. The difference is that they still perceive themselves to be operating within something, within a dream, within a universe, within something, that there is a world, even if just quantum soup, to be assembled by the senses. That is not so - there isn't anything to be assembled by the senses; this is just another metaphor and is THE greatest mystery next to the riddle of existence itself, and I'm including in that statement the existence of Nothingness, which is the only Truth there is. This is the one I think about every day. If you were able to awaken a digital representation of a character in a movie and make that "character" self-aware, how would their awareness work? You'd think that they'd be able to perceive with every pixel of their being? Right? And not just their digital eyes? Why is it that they would be able to perceive anything with those simulated eyes? And it wouldn't be just perception. It would be the cooperation in all-pervasive and all-present awareness. They wouldn't be operating within anything because the only boundaries would be the rectangle of your own television screen. Just because your television screen represents boundaries doesn't mean that the newly self-aware simulated character cooperating within those boundaries does in fact have boundaries.

Some of the types ot things you can ultimately dispense with are considered virtuous. What use is patience when it's a script? Or hope? Or faith? Joy is the watchword. There are really no ups and downs anymore unless it's necessary. The downs are an agitation that modifies mood. When that happens, I'm feeling both pissed off and uplifted at the same time. These episodes are always associated with new and huge information, and the next step. It's not so much a lesson plan as it is information that has to be shared, but I also share it in ways that none of you know about. What I see is a result, and I know that eventually it will include in-person settings, with as many as hundreds, or even thousands. (This was written at least a few months ago, and so was evidently prophetic in that this is exactly what's beginning to happen now.)

Everything I'm working on, and everything I'm working on in concert with others, mainly Peter and Dazey and Sandi, comes in bits and pieces because if we were presented with the whole picture it would come across as far too daunting a task, even for one with ambition, of which I have absolutely none. The need-to-know basis of the receipt of our information is a thing of beauty, and itself is so like understanding that NOW is the only thing that counts, and the information is retrieved at the simultaneous moment it is invented, and invented as it is retrieved. While this would seem to argue against the idea of a script, it doesn't, but explaining that is going to be one of the truly seminal moments of my life.

Some of what we're working on is to give you the tools for incredible power, but we have to more fully understand what we're dealing with. I know that to say we're working on something to give you incredible power would seem to argue against the script, once again, but it doesn't. Power is knowing, and knowing is power, and the simultaneity of you exercising that which The Whole wants the exercising of it, as cooperative awareness, doesn't mean that the power doesn't exist. It only means that you are the cooperative concept of power being exercised. So what if it's a simulation? A game? This is a game to be lived. Being the power is fun, and knowing the power wouldn't happen without you is all that nees to be known. The only payback necessary for this area of our work is people getting it. This is what frees everybody. Everybody frees everybody. This is what changes the mental environment so that we can as a collective operate in the scheduled new ways.

We're going to make the legends be true, the legends of superbeings, bringing all of the same capabilities into the modern context, and right-on-schedule stretching and even breaking the laws of physics because it is necessary to do so, of course first completely understanding that there are no physics to begin with, only programming rules as established through self-referential feedback with which you are cooperative puzzle pieces. By this analogy, is it not so simple to see how people (units of perception) are so easily programmed?

There is a purity to your presence here, a mathematical logic, an equation, an unmistakable certitude. Trace back your own path to The Blue Emerald and try to tell me this is not scripted.

My connection to you all? I am you. I am everything, and nothing. Want to know how I see you? I'll switch to terms that Jesus, or Buddha, or whomever, would use now, because I have the same mind: "You have but to fully accept your own magnificence. It is so simple. It is simple acceptance, and nothing more, in every way this is conceivable. Become aware of your daily effort at turning back the Light, with your thoughts, and thus with your thoughts turn around and face in the opposite direction. There, stand at the bounds of existence, facing The Great Silence with infinite wonder. In doing these things, you shall don the Mantle and Crown of Christ. Be reverent unto yourself, for you are the unfathomable, the unknowable, both the greatest in all of existence as well as the smallest, and if you had even the sparest glimmer of what you are you would turn away, blinded and bereft of speech, unable to communicate what you learned in that glimpse, and unable to function in any way as you had only moments before. This is what you are. Just accept it."

As to how I feel for you all. To say I love you...just words, pale, shrill, useless. There are no words in any language that can capture or compass what I feel for you, but my heart is open for any who should like to feel what I feel, and if you're able to, you'll be changed. Just get quiet in a quiet place, and make the call with your own heart. I'll be there.