White Powder Gold, or Monoatomic Gold - An Authentic Ascension Process

Some things I like to share…

We are here all elated, on the alchemy,
practically free-flowing right into the Sun, granted.

But there is another aspect, -at least in my life of work with Alchemy,
and that is releasing and purging, of the ugly, nasty,
not always clearly, nor voluntarily viewed by me,
and definitely not -in popular opinion, where the nice is preferable, acceptable and applauded,-
ready for public display.

Just saying, that the openings of growing pains are not always lovey dovey…
we do not need to laundry here,
but I do have a need to acknowledge
that which is equally potent force of cleansing and dropping the mask,
even thou it can be brutal at times.
...and if I own anything, now I own it.

Comments anyone?

Joseph, theBrutalBrutus.

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Permalink Reply by Mary Beth on November 25, 2009 at 11:58am: OH YES Indeedy.
I do hear you Brother
Thou art not alone.
I have daily meltdowns,
However....
I don't evade them or avoid them
I recover swiftly. i do not judge them OR myself
AND to be honest, hearing OO admitting to moments of severe depression and hate gives me hope.
Yeah
AS usual
WE ARE ONE
and ever more shall be so
like it or not.
Feeling a LOT of LOVE even in the middle of the cyclone.
Remember the whirling dervishes?
I used to be one
Well.... there is a focal point to stay fixed on
and then you can whirl forever
and then there is even no focal point
in fact the new meditation is a bit like that.
Maybe he should rename it the Dervish Meditation.
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Permalink Reply by 13 on November 25, 2009 at 12:03pm: Just like Beloved Sister OO said, do not fight it, go to your heart and Love will center you, when you feel Centered expand that feeling to pain or whatever is bothering you, see the golden-white light absorbing and dransmuting whatever was bothering you! Adonai; ▶ Reply to This

Permalink Reply by kris on November 25, 2009 at 12:04pm: Oh yes, Joseph, I am right there with you. I'm working on letting it flow and go...; ▶ Reply to This

Permalink Reply by Joseph on November 25, 2009 at 12:07pm: Yes, indeedy, Mary Beth, Sister Slage, (We Are Family fame)
Dervish dance is how I feel the chalice whirling.
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Permalink Reply by Joseph on November 25, 2009 at 12:14pm: 13 said:
Just like Beloved Sister OO said, do not fight it, go to your heart and Love will center you, when you feel Centered expand that feeling to pain or whatever is bothering you, see the golden-white light absorbing and dransmuting whatever was bothering you! Adonai

Beautifully said, 13,

and never mind the stench of the process...

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Permalink Reply by Micki on November 25, 2009 at 12:32pm: Thank you for sharing this Karen, I relate completely to the Jeckle/Hyde symptoms. Leaving me wrung out and feeling empty at times. I started being more aware of what was triggering this, something Jason shared with me helped me find more perspective. (Thank you for the help Jason). I eliminated the trigger/behavior and it helped a lot. Everyday gets a little better and I continue forward on this path. Still lots going on I'm keeping a low profile of late and am noticing exactly how I am responding to everything around me. It helps to know that others are experiencing this same cleansing process. Jason helped me understand that my energy goes crazy/bonkers sometimes, this is what causes my problems.

Thank you Joseph for starting this link, I feel better now just knowing I'm not the only one going through a bumpy road.

By the way since I eliminated the trigger behavior I have found things easier to observe, once my static electricity got set off, I would read everything the wrong way, so if any of you are experiencing anything like this pay attention to what sets you off! Try to avoid the trigger/behavior and see if it helps. Blessings and love.

OO said:
YUP, YUP, YUP!

extremely "bumpy" road being smoothed out...that takes looking at the road and acknowledging it, experiencing it without attachment which for me at times has been almost impossible...so much so that it has triggered severe depression and hate....Dr. Jeckle and Mr. Hyde symptoms and aware of this process as it is happening and having to surrender to ALL of it. as is is ALL perfect.

even experienced blistering rash on chest and now blister rash on head.

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Permalink Reply by OO's Puppet/ 00 Mind on November 25, 2009 at 1:14pm: ...ALSO....

Peter said I had allowed in an entity into my being over a month ago and that is a big part of the Jeckle-Hyde....the imprinting has not completely left....then in TRUTH that entity is SELF---yes?

Jason also has given me a way to smooth out the extreme HIGH-LOW process

Awe....so MUCH LOVE!!!!!!!!!!!!

sweet surrender to that which IAM - LOVE.

also, completely LOVING being physical....Jason revealed i HATED being physical. I actually screamed out last week when in my LOW....I hate being physical.

I have "joked" as all jokes are truth. I want to me the first me who decide to become physical---what was I thinking!!!! I had such hate and anger at the "first" SELF.

thanks to Jason I am NOW loving being "physical"....what a whole new way of EXPERIENCING!!!! so much programming in my subconscious suggesting that physical is a punishment!

AMAZING REVEALMENT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Permalink Reply by Heidi Loehrer on November 25, 2009 at 1:20pm: Thanks Joseph for starting this... and everyone else for sharing.... let's put it this way :) last Friday I asked Jason for a (an emergency) session. One of the first things he said after I blurted it all out was, " imagine yourself divided in two.. like watching a split TV screen with one of you on either side. One of you is covered with kerosine and a match is being thrown on it. The more that one burns, the purer and purer the other you gets." (he said it better than that). Speaking to Him was so beautiful and beyond helpful. Still burning.. Yes, the road has been bumpy as hell :)

But I'm great! Somehow. Meltdowns, depression, panic, massive confusion........ and laughter....

shooting for PEACE here.......surrender, surrender, surrender!

Love you ALL!!!
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Permalink Reply by Mary Beth on November 25, 2009 at 1:36pm: Heidi
I am sOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO happy you gave the throw a match on it story.; ▶ Reply to This

Permalink Reply by Edward Kemper on November 25, 2009 at 1:43pm: wow! joseph! great thread!

i have noticed an unusual tendency to get irritated lately and i actually got really angry yesterday for the first time in such a long time...! even while it was going on there was that under current of peace and knowing that it is a purging...

and it still sucks to feel that way!

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Permalink Reply by Heidi Loehrer on November 25, 2009 at 1:46pm: Purification by fire! Gotta love it :) Didn't the Phoenix show up here recently? Thought it was just hanging out at my house, but I guess not! :) Love you Mary Beth!

Mary Beth said:
Heidi
I am sOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO happy you gave the throw a match on it story.; ▶ Reply to This

Permalink Reply by Michelle Stoskopf, D.C. on November 25, 2009 at 3:20pm: Thanks, Joseph....I was actually feeling the rollercoaster ride about a month ago and also like I was burning up alive. Now it seems to have congealed into something different... (or purified?) and the initiation is stabilizing this even more...even when I feel discomfort is feels pleasurable for whatever reason. HOWEVER...strong action responses occasionally...that is less thought and strong action...a couple times strong words too, (almost angry)...but was redirected immediately (seemed effortless) into action. Also seems to be a permeating happiness (the other side of the flipping coin)...and less absorbtion of unuseful chatter...it just flies off.

It is was it is...the stillness and movement.
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